Feelings

Why do people feel the need to hurt the ones they supposedly love ? Why do they do things behind their partners back ? And then when a person finds out what has happened they feel insecure and wonder what if? How can one NOT expect the other person to feel the way they do when they find these things out. It really makes one stop and think am I really loved? Is there someone else who the other wants to be with besides you? Do they really cherish you? Do they truly want you? If so then why could or would they do the things that they know will hurt you to no ends and why do they keep doing the things that they know is wrong and that it hurts the one they so call love?  How can you trust with all your heart and with no doubts? You can't! Maybe after it happens the first time a person maybe able to trust easier than when it happened over and over again and things are hidden from you and you find out these things are still happening they may not always be in the same format but over all its still the same no matter how you look at it! Makes one wonder and no one can expect otherwise.........

Vacation time!

Well its official my husband is on vacation now and we are kid less!  We are not doing much but getting things done around the house and getting ready to head to Boise for some fun times with family and friends and then back home on Fathers Day.
I can't wait to get out of this house and do something with someone else besides my computer friends.
off for now not much to do so guess going to go to bed for now and hope tomorrow can be more exciting than this last wk has been............

Strange

Ok, School is out, kids visiting their mom in Oregon. There is no kids fighting, screaming, running around the house etc... Its quiet almost to quiet not sure what  we are going  to do while they are away. I miss them yet the break is nice! Also don't have any daycare kids for next cpl wks so its really going to be kinda boring around the house, but I am sure I can find lots to do on the computer and hopefully get my tupperware up and going better. :)

I am really hoping we can get our Honda fixed so my husband can start using that to use to get back and forth to work and leave me the suburban to use here around town. I am looking forward to having lunch with a friend this wk though.

Also going to try and get everything wanted done around the house while the kids are gone, but we shall see if that happens or not :)